Sunday, February 16, 2014


We're pretty excited.

I'm carrying so much nervousness, but really feeling like Bram is connected to our buttercup(the new little one's nick name). I'm excited to share about what this pregnancy and birth is like after losing Bram in such a traumatic way for other moms who are pregnant after loss. Bram would be so excited, he loved babies so much! A is missing a great teacher as he become a big brother for the first time. </3

 Wishing everyone had a valentines where they got to love fearlessly.


  1. Omg! Congrats! I must have missed the announcement on FB! Love you all!

  2. Yay!!! So excited for you and the family! I am a mommy of 5 myself. One daughter and 4 little guys from 4-9. Congratulations!

    I think about you and your family daily .What a blessing. Praying for you guys as you start this new adventure, pregnancy after loss. Much love momma, from Oregon :)

  3. Wonderful news, Congratulations!
    Do take care of yourself and little buttercup.

  4. I am so happy to hear the news, God bless you and your family. I pray buttercup brings you tons of love and happiness. Be strong momma, heaven is beautiful and Bram couldn't be in a better place. You will see him again one sweet day. You and your family are in my thoughts always.

    1. I think Bram's mama would disagree. The best place he could be is alive and in her arms. Please do think about what you're saying to a grieving mama before you say it. Words can hurt.

    2. I lost a baby myself, and its been four years and doesn't get any easier. I wish I can hear and see the baby. What brings me comfort is knowing how beautiful heaven is and knowing that my sweet joy, Bram and everyone who has gone to be with The Lord find themselves there. I see a ton of testimonies of heaven and I know one sweet day we will join them too. We are only humans made of dust and pass through this life like the wind into the next. Its so unfortunate in what ways many go, and it is so unfair. I don't understand it but I know one day I will. For now I pray for comfort and strength because I cannot do this alone. After dealing with loss after loss not only of my baby but my mother and brother, I was angry too. I couldn't pray or even praise God anymore. I was so angry at Him, and just didn't understand why. But people were praying for me, and those prayers were heard, and I am back to loving The Lord again. I am not where I used to be but God is still working with me. He loves us so much. I never meant to say anything hurtful. We want them here so bad, but God has them there for His reasons. It's unfair to us, but they are in a better place.
      Psalms 126:5 - They that sow in tears shall reap in joy.

  5. and I also meant to say if baby Bram isn't in the arms of his mommy the next best place is heaven....God bless...


Thanks for reading and loving Bram!