Sunday, November 17, 2013

Afraid to sleep, ready to wake

Can't sleep.

I've been in this delusion that we'd get to today and when I woke up it would be that day again. That this had all been a nightmare.

I can't sleep because I know when I wake reality will crash down on me and it won't be that day, it'll be today. A year later.

Not ready...

1 comment:

  1. Dear Samantha, I've been reading your blog today. I know words are not adequate, but still I am so very sorry for the trauma and pain you and your family are going through. It sounds so cliche, but Bram may be gone physically for a year, but he's immortal in your hearts and in the minds of the readers here. We're with you, holding your hand, remembering Bram, thinking of your family. Your blog has made a difference already in my car safety habits with 4 yr old son, starting now. Much love to you and your family.

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Thanks for reading and loving Bram!